Seven Weeks

It has been a disturbing 7 weeks since I last saw Sionna and Paulina. We went from sharing every free second together to having no face to face contact for almost two months. I've been pretty bothered by it actually considering I've made countless phone calls throughout the many weeks in an attempt to stay in touch and make plans for the weekend. But it seems every weekly invitation I sent out was rejected for one reason or another. Not to mention I didn't receive a single phone call in that entire duration from either one of them unless it was to return one of my phone calls. As down about it as I've become, I have finally come to the realization that they'll really make the effort when they want to see me. What I still can't comprehend was why it took 7 weeks for that theory to become a reality. Despite my efforts, I should have tried more. I guess I really don't fit into the "sisterhood" when I'm in the next city over, not able to share every meal or grocery shopping trip. It has become more clear to me that I was always the third-wheel. When we were together. But at least they have each other...right?